Drowned

I am feeling so drowned

In the deep ocean of feelings

Because I have cheated

With my family, myself too.

I am lost in the darkness

Every direction is so black

I don't know where to go

Everything is infinite but empty.

I am falling towards the

The center of a Black Hole

Everything is dark deep and vecent

And am just falling and falling.

I have lost my own reputation

My publicly in my eyes...

I am feeling cut from myself.

I am feeling guilty, so guilty

As I am addicted to cheap wine.

I have done many things wrong

To myself, I am drown..

But.....

I will overcome over these feelings

I will leave all bad habits

I will gain my lost image

My reputation in my eyes.

I will develop my personality.

My friendship with myself is broken

But I will tie it with knote of faith.

I will control my mind

I won't let my mind rule over my heart.

I will feel the feeling of responsibility,

That I am grown up

I should behave like an adult.

~Shyam Sunder 

#beingwithself

#poetry  #loveyourself