Waiting for Crush's Reply

Keeping hope in my heart

Having shine in my eyes

I put a 'Hi' in the message box

Before hitting the 'send' button

My mind thinks again and again

Collecting the courage to send

As I hit the 'Send' button

My heartbeat goes up and high.

This time, relativity plays a role

Times slows down as I wait for it

My eyes refuse to blink then

Every second seems to be a year

The horses of imagination flies

Thinking what she may be doing

Maybe she is with her parents 

Maybe she is with one she loves. 

Then comes the moment here

The status becomes 'online'

And the eyes start to twinkle

This was the one, I am waiting for!

At this moment the time slows

She is online but not replying.

My heart starts to stop pumping

Maybe she is chatting with someone.

The next minute, status is 'typing...'

My heart becomes an engine

Heartbeat touching to the prime

I can't wait for what will she write

Even I know it it will be just 'Hi'

I am like sitting in the singularity

Time has refused to go ahead now.

And finally, the moment has arrived 

The greatest scene is in my eyes

I can see the message she has sent 

And it is not other than just a 'Hi' 

But for me, it is getting the heaven 

I almost jump in the excitement

But 'online' status has disappeared

I type 'How are you?' in the box.

The process repeats from the start

I stare at the heart with her name

I have put while saving her contact

She replies just 'I am doing good.'

There is not any 'What about you?'

But I can't stop myself from writing

I write 'I am also doing good.'

Even I know she doesn't care for me.

I kill the time staring at the heart

The status changes to 'online'

But there was no 'typing...' there

She sees my message and ignores

She fears to open the chat 

She doesn't want ticks to turn blue

The online status disappeared again. 

I know she has ignored my messages 

But I am still waiting for the reply.

I know she knows that I love her

That's why she is ignoring me

To show that she doesn't love me.

But this made my mood happier

At least

She gave me attention 

not to give me attention!